You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

maybe, let me lose my memory?
it’ll be faster.

guess what i feel like doing now…
which is so strongly, and firmly.

with many people.
with everything in life.

fuck shit.
it’s like he’s cursing kids.

another thing.
i think i need a break.
i think i can’t breathe already.

you have your life.
i lead my own damned life.

WHERE ARE THE PEOPLE WHOM I LENT A LISTENING EAR?
UNGRATEFUL AND IT’S MAKING ME ANNOYED!

I’m feeling kind of tired. I want to go home, if only I could fly away from Singapore for awhile. That would be the best. I don’t think I taking it well enough as yet because I’m not really recovered from it. Well, whatever it is, I’m learning and trying my best to be firm and strong enough at work or in front of friends? Yes, I’m lost. It’s this period of time that I’m lost in my own world of fantasy. How many of you would be like this, I wonder…

Suddenly, David Archuleta’s song come to mind. I need to keep myself busy else I’m like another walking zombie who doesn’t know what to do to cope with the situation. & as I thought I could be good, I became and was back to square one.

first issue of citta bella is out today. it’s a sense of acheivement. during the period of hard time, it has accompanied me through for awhile, probably a week. now it’s out, i’m relieved. seventeen was out on monday. everything is moving alright at it’s own pace.

these few mornings i’ve not been feeling in the right mind. i’ve been late for work for 3 consecutive days. which i think my manager will start to say this, “i’m very disturbed…” which i dont wish to hear from her of course. problem is, i do my work and i complete them. ensuring that everything is done on time, to meet the deadlines. you see, it’s the bowl and the politics to deal with. i feel that as long as we complete everything during office hours, it shouldn’t be a problem you know.

somehow, there are still a few things which will be putting me into daze and deep thoughts. which i think most of you would know what i’m talking about. it feels like, everyone’s moving forward and why am i still dwelling and going round and round about this circle.

ahhh.. just tell me about it.

it’s hard to say goodbye.
but we have to say it, no matter what.
i wish you well, hope that you get alright soon.

mutual or not, i guess it doesn’t matter.
what matters most is to get over us now.
yes, to get over who we once were.

thank you.
one last time, i love you.
goodbye.

Was suppose to be out with Shams today but I overslept lah! Then decided to go out tomorrow then. I’m suppose to be doing alot of things today but all because of tonight so I can’t do anything else constructive today. I was intending to cut my hair and do some highlights today. Then bring my jeans for alteration, and get probably two more red tops.

Tomorrow everyone needs to go out and granny will be alone at home. Goodness! But I think I need to go out lah, seriously cannot wait cannot wait…! Too many things to do and next next week is already Chinese New Year! It’s way too fast for CNY already, sheesh!

Anyways, went out with Jun and her beloved bf lah. After dinner we went to 7atenine, they laughed at me because I drank fruit juice. Roars!

It’s a nice place for chillout, I guess we can frequent esplanade now Shams (wink wink).

爲什麽要分手啊？

原因何在呢？

It is probably the time to say goodbye. To move on with our lives. If that was an indication in life that we need lose in other to gain from other things. What’s the purpose of getting together if there’s a separation to be experienced? If this is meant to be life, then what should I expect anymore? Perhaps, it’s a process everyone has to go through. I heard of very sad encounters. My friend’s aunty passed away, another friend’s aunty passed away. Two friends broke up with their girlfriends. Whassup with the world?

I’m just not any better, am I?